since get her text at the morning, also dunno wat mood should i hav, i miss she all the time and long time dint get her news d, suddenly get her text "i dream about you", it really suprise me and make me wake up from blur mode at the morning.. after chat wif she by sms, it make me feel so good, cos i dint think we still hav chance to chat..
after that i open her blog to see, that i keep not dare to open, scare will see someting will make me feel so sad, cos got a "he" inside, but i dint care and jz open it and read all her post.. is sure got some "his" story inside, is so many love note that she write to he, after read i dunno i should happy or sad, happy is that i know u everythings is good now and sad that hav a "he" beside u..
really hope to know wat u thinking now, i know u still in relationship, but facebook Relationship Status change back to "single".. what that mean?
at the morning she tell me she wish to talk wif me long time but she not dare, scare i angry wif she =__=.. there is NO REASON to make me angry wif she, i jz damn angry myself that wat i've done and i hate myself so much.. but now, i can talk wif she anytime i think, hope can keep contact always..
since may 28 until now, i still missing she everyday and every moment, almost everyweek also will dream about she one time, going where, doing what, eathing what and going out wif someone, i cant control myself to thinking, no.. is not thinking, is i saw her shadow everywhere, feel she still beside me.. my mind always like that really scare 1 day that i will crazy..
haiz.. wat should i do, jz letting time to let she go? be a man that cant be move to keep waitting? or do somethings to hav a chance to start all over again? start all over again is not mean realationship, is start all over again jz like the day we jz meet.. for sure this is wat i wish to hav.. AAAHHHHHH!!!! wan to scream out loud.. god pls bless me..
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