the last time i update this blog..

do u know? when u hugging someone that u love, that moment is the best things of my life.. at the last, is still is our destiny.. we still cant together.. hmm..

b4 i still wondering the last choice i made is right or not, since get ur text, i so clear now.. b4 when u reject me for twice, that twice i also cant control my tear, will come out anytime when i think about u.. but now, dunno y i will smilling to leaving.. maybe i really accept our destiny..

b4 i'm keep force myself to giv up, dont think anythings about you, but that make me more suffer, cos that not giv up, is jz running away from the truth, i dont hav the courage to face the truth..

since together with u so long time, i seem learn soooooo much with u.. b4 i jz think my family economy is fine, can pass a day than jz pass a day.. even u dint do anythings, but dunno y will slowly light up the fire in my heart to do everythings.. keep learning to do a useful guy.. but i think these only i can felt it.. haha.. but still hate myself b4 i so childish, when feel sad only will run out drink wif fren, waste all my money to drinking, haiz.. i miss my money.. T^T

i had so much memories with you, althought not all also a happy memories, is mixed with sweet, sour, bitter and spicy.. but i still will feel so happy to had those all feel.. is make my life so colourful, haha~ i love these wonderful memories.. ^^

since i choosing to leaving, i think temporary i also cant find u, not i small gas or wat, even i ald smiling to face the truth, i still need some time to giving myself some space to letting go.. dont worry for cant see me again, cos u are the one i wont forget.. we still will meet one day.. =D

your body is so weak now days, b4 i will do my best to taking u good, always keep u in good condition.. haha.. but i cant do that now, jz promise me, take very good care for urself, soon u start to work is cannot always get sick, hav to like me so strong, haha..

ok lah.. hav to say goodbye again for a temporary moment.. wish u all the best =)



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